I hope for you to someday you find the Jesus that you like to pretend you know but are so clearly not remotely acquainted with. Thats not me being sarcastic or ironic or insulting. I really hope for you to have your very own Road to Damascus moment where you see the light and abandon the "whitewashed tombs" where you reside. Your currently professed version of Christianity is the same as that of Josh Brolin's character in that Benoit Blanc movie, and has very little to do with the Jesus I read about in the Bible. Unironically, good luck on your journey.