I don't have any children but your post still felt painful to read and I can't imagine the pain that you and your family is going through. As you recognize CF is a community and while most of us have never even spoken to each other physically we are still a community that cares about each other and all of the posts here show that. I hope this doesn't darken for you and your daughters Christmas and that you can still find joy even through the dark times. Take as much time as you need to grieve but if you feel like things are too overwhelming or just need a place to vent or laugh away from family Clutchfans is a great place to do that.
Dear CF family, Thank you for your support and prayers....it's so easy to crawl into a hole and let the grief consume. Today was hard, my wife and I took our children out to be with family for Christmas and my wife had a panic attack. The trauma is unreal....sometimes we just need to sit in the sorrow. Life's most tragic moments have a beautiful story interwoven that can't be seen without time and healing. We're not there....we have faith God will lead us there. But each day from here and there is a battle. Thanks again for all the support.....I'll share this. During his 4 short months I got to sit and watch a few games with my son. I even had a Rockets jumper suit he wore one day when we picked out a Christmas tree.
What you, your wife, and your family have to be going through beggars the imagination. You have my deepest sympathy.
So sorry to hear about your loss. I have 1 daughter who is less than 2 years old and can't fathom how I would react. Prayers for you and your family.
No parent should ever have to outlive their children. My heart sank while reading this, stay strong brother...its not easy and reach out to any of us if you need anything
Father of 5 year old Twin Boys. I don't know what I would do if I ever had to face a tragedy like this. Just know your little man will ALWAYS be with you, no matter what! Stay strong for your family!